Uncertain Popping Out Thought

Labels: - Tuesday, September 30, 2014


It just suddenly pop up on my mind when “things” happen this noon…
Hehe… I’m not trying to judging people or something, I just wanna share my own opinion. So, lately I just feel like “they” (or maybe it) lost the thing we named “PRIORITY” and sadly that priorityless make me feel like I lost my chemistry to them too… because I came for that chemistry, what I believe I will achieve if I join them. It just like the whole idea about them was destroyed and I became clueless why I even here for the first time.. so bad isn’t it?
That is why I retehink and rethink again… because, honestly it’s not easy to say it out loud, but I need to write so I didn’t flow like nothing happen, so I would always remember what should I take and hold till the end.
I have my own rule for living my life. I’m not a hard kind of person. Usally I will just quietly sitting in the corner and being a nice listener. But, there is a time when I stood up… when the thing is tend going to againts what I believe. If not… well u can say “I don’t care” hehe…
So, what I wanna say is.. (apaan yak? Adoooah… jadi lupa gw… gegara ngetik sambil dengering Downtown Baby-nya SHINee nih ^^ I’m blaming something innocent… hoho… SHINee jjang).
Nah, back to topic… so I just wanna say that sometimes u should “roaring” out what inside u.. not always, just sometime… I just don’t get it when people didn’t like something and busily talking bad about it but still… in the they still lingering around that something… Kalau bahasa Indonesia mah “Muna” kali ya… Yah gw ga mau ngungkapin dengan kasar, I just think that is you say something then proof what u say with action…
Hoel… gw juga sadar postingan ini jadi ngaco dan kemana-mana… hehe… bian… gw lagi mikirin banyak hal dalam waktu bersamaan… (eaaaa…), jadi berasa mengidap penyakit GPPH-nya demigod nih, ga bisa fokus… *tepok jidat*
Hmm… jd bingung mau nulis apa lagi… haha.. gw sambung nanti lagi aja deh…

Toodles ^^

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Let's thinking!!

Labels: - Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Living in a big city like Jakarta is seriously building our ignorance...


Kenapa gw ngomong gitu? Kejadiannya baru kemarin sore, waktu gw pulang kerja dan naik busway ke gramedia. Like usual... jam pulang kerja busway pasti penuh dan gw pun berdiri. Tapi bukan itu masalahnya. Yang jadi masalah adalah waktu gw mau turun, gw nawarin spot berdiri gw ke satu orang ibu yang menurut gw posisinya kurang nyaman. Gw sincerely nawarin bukan buat benefit ke gw... cuma benar2 niat ngasi dia space yg lebih nyaman. But shie never know what inside my thought... so dia mikir gw nyuruh dia minggir biar gw bisa turun dengan lebih mudah... gosh... sekalipun gw ga pernah mikir kaya gitu waktu nawarin dia pindah tempat...swear to God.
Nah... gw sih ga memasalahkan peristiwa itu. Gw cuma jd kepikiran kalau ga cuma ibu itu, maybe gw sendiri sometimes take people around me in a negative way. Hidup di kota besar kaya Jakarta, mau ga mau building ur suspiciousness, ignorance, selfishness...
Maksud gw... misalnya nih... sometime saat lo jalan trus ada yg ngeliatin, first thing lo akan mikir tu orang jangan2 mau ngejambret atau ngapa2in gw nih... padahal maybe mereka old friends yang mungkin ngerasa samar2 ingat ma lo... iya kan... sebenarnya itu jg gw alami.
Makanya gw bilang pengaruh hidup di kota besar ini bener2 sebesar kota itu sendiri...
Orang2 hidup tanpa saling memedulikan sekelilingnya, liat aja di busway atau kereta... orang2 sibuk dengan smartphone masing2... bodoh amat sama org lain. Hei... it's truly hurts me inside dan lama2 bikin kepekaan kita hilang sama sekali... u can feel it if u really want... gw jg bingung ngejelasinnya gimana... hehe... it feel like that lah...
Gw bukan mau ngejelek2in orang lain... gw cuma mau bilang bahwa sometimes perubahan perilaku kita bisa saja terjadi even tanpa kita sadari. Because adaptation is one of human nature. Kita akan selalu berusaha untuk berubah mengikuti lingkungan untuk survive. Itu ga salah sama sekali. Tapi menurut gw... we can flow like a water but we can't leave our brain behind. Maksud gw berubah atau beradaptasilah sambil berpikir... jangan cuma berubah ngikutin arus tanpa tau kenapa harus berubah, kenapa harus berubah seperti itu, apa alasan logis dari perubahan itu. Karena menurut gw... saat ini orang segitu ga pedulinya even buat mikir... mereka melakukan segalanya begitu saja... karena merasa harus seperti itu. Padahal kita punya anugerah luar biasa berupa otak untuk berpikir. So... sebelum melakukan sesuatu at least kita harus tau... why we should do that.
Marilah hidup dengan kepedulian dan kepekaan... itu ga akan bikin kita lebih buruk ko...
Jangan sampai kita dibentuk oleh sesuatu dari luar seperti lingkungan dan kehidupan... itu memang berpengaruh... tapi kita punya hati dan pikiran... bukankah lebih keren kalau kita membentuk diri kita sendiri... mungkin kedengarannya sama aja... tapi kalau diperhatikan akan berbeda... karena kita dengan berpikir bisa menset aturan kita sendiri... even akhirnya kita melakukan hal yang dilakukan org lain... but we know why we do that... that is the point...

Toodles


Enjoy Every Moment

Labels: - Thursday, September 18, 2014


Siang ini gw makan siang sendiri... dan okelah kalau org2 ngeliat mungkin akan bilang gw pathetic... but c'mon should i pay attention to something like that? The answear is no... kalau dibilang gw agak kesepian, then maybe it is right... but it doesn't mean i'm not happy... hehe... i'm fine and i'm enjoying every moment even though it's hard... i just don't want to depend on people so much to the point i can't do anything alone... pleasw deh ah... ga segitunyalah...
And the most important thing is... jangan sampe gw bete cuma gara2 gw harus makan sendiri...kenapa jg kebahagiaan gw harus depending sama hal atau org lain... i'm the owner of my own mood... yeeeey... so people... carefullah... don't judge others by a ur own perseption... not everyone thinking like u..  just thinking positive, if can't then mind ur own bussiness...

Toodles

Meet Up with My Bumil Chinggu

Labels: - Tuesday, September 16, 2014


GoGirl Passion Expo "Passion Over Obsession"

Labels: - Monday, September 8, 2014

Acara ini makin bikin gw yakin kalo passion gw emang di desain and crafting... sumpah gw suka banget... dan yakin kalo 20% gw itu emang di bidang ini. 
Pengen banget bisa punya kesempatan ngembangin bisnis di bidang ini... keep fight... bisa... wish me luck... ^^





Filling the Jam Session

Labels: - Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Good morning... jam traffic on the way office... and i'm pretty sure going to be late today (again)..
So, i'm just a little bit boring waiting then, i deciding to write something on my (abandon) blog...
I was so busy this day so can't barely save a time to writing... so sad honestly... because there is a bunch of uneg2 capturing my mind recently and i really wanna share them...
But now i'm arriving office so... can't write too long... need to literally make a time for this... huaaa... need to make a promise with my self... surely need it...

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